i am LOSt.. i have this kind of feeLing before.. but it's not Like i wud love to have them.. and now they r back.. hauntin mi again.. i fought against them and won in de end.. it doesn't have to be a spLendid victory or anything.. it's juz tt i managed to survive thru..
i dun wish to sound serious here.. it's not reaLLi considered serious too.. But rite now. At this moment. i feeL LOST.. lost abt everything.. lost between shud i or shud not.. am i in a right mind to tink? am i stiLL in mi lala land? no, i guess not..
i hope da feeLin will subside sOon.. time is runnin but i'm still unmoved, not abLe to catch up w the pace.. and i'm startin to feeL tired when the race hasn't even begin.. wat shud i do?
i think i better not think so much (when i know i will) and continue to do wat is supposed to be done first..
And seriOusLy i think u r rite.. prob i'm realli feeLin down and sad.. but i realised i was quite pissed too.. prob it's not entirely ur fault cos i din picked up ur call, but still i think u could either 1) come look for mi and decide wat to do (i know u r tired) or
2) cook our share together?
the pt is not dat i am hungry or need to eat.. but was rather sad or disappointed tt u can actually cook ur share when we said to go eat tog, knowin dat i'm waitin for you and den still happily tell mi u r eatin oredi.. i dun wish to look like i'm a petty soul but i realli cant find any excuses or reasons for you.. i'm not really angry and i'm not gg to pursue further but seriously i'm at a loss for words..