Life's been pretty much the same for me.. very busy.. well as i see this coming.. and i am already used to this kind of hectic life since long time ago.. sometimes i will think to myself is it worth it to be always busy, so much so that i find it difficult to catch up with frens, drinking coffee, chill out or out shopping with my gal frens..
i guess.. it's still worth it ba.. but seriously i do feel guilty for not studying hard enuff, for not spending enuff time for studies.. i can tell you frankly my top priority for now is really not studies.. but each time i go home and see my parents, talking to them, i'll feel determined to work hard for them.. okay for myself too lar.. but again i dun wan my university life to be just about studies.. of cos i will still try to study hard.. but its just not hard enuff.. anyways i dun intend to do Honours degree, my aim is just to get a merit in bachelor degree.. kinda unambitious rite? *sigh* i dun even know wat i really wanna be in future..
i am thinking of venturing into the media industry.. obviously not singing or dancing or acting.. not in the open scene la.. i was actually thinking of becoming a DJ.. haha! cos i love singing but not exactly cut out to be one so can only choose this option to pursue my love for music.. heh.. dancing is my passion too but at the same time not having the bless to be an outstanding dancer, not even close.. den i just wan my last 3 sems be filled with more dance, be more involved in dance.. cos i am pretty sure it will be difficult to keep up once i enter the workforce.. so y not enjoy the passion while i can?
but to be honest i am really getting stressed out and tired.. DP is coming in a months' time and i dun think we are prepared for it.. especially worried abt marketing and canvassing for items as well as the progress of the dance items.. i really wan to see it a success.. at the same time really tired with so many stuff gg on rite now.. dance pracs, dance admin, chingay, schwork and other daily affairs to worry abt.. projects, tests,unread lect notes, readings and assignments piling up, i really dunno how to handle all this.. well, its all part of an university students' life rite? i believe i am not the only one.. *trying hard to console myself*
i am actually looking forward to Chinese new year, most imptly i can take this chance as a break off from all this.. argh~ i dun dread wat i am doing now but i guess i really need a good break to rejuvenate myself. but.. CNY also means another week nearer to DP.. oh gosh... heeeeeelllllllllllllpppppppppppp~!!!
i love my hectic life. yes. totally.