ive got myself a new blogskin!! edit a bit and voola! here it is.. nice rite? pls say yes cos i totally dig it! :)
today marks the first day of school but well.. i am not in the mood for school at all lar.. first day and my lecture is at 6PM. yes.. 6PM in the evening!! this sem is filled with all cores, and i haven even got the last two cores that i wanna take.. yes i know this sucks and it is seriously disgusting. i hope they will allow my appeal to get thru. *cross fingers*
anyway.. i am having this very weird feeling right now. it is not a good feeling for sure. dun really know how to describe but it's like i am in a confused state, dun really know wat i wan exactly. i am just doin things in the heat of the moment. maybe i know wat i wan, but dunno how to go about doin it and it just sucks. cos it's really something like being caught in the middle of situations and feeling lost. argh. how?? sigh. i really have to quit being so impulsive and doing things passively. but some things done are done, no pt crying over spilled milk and you cant turn back time. nor can u freeze the time. yea, time is precious. on the other hand, i believe that time is so precious, and you never know wat will happen next.. since so, everyone shud just grab every chance and opportunities and do things that you always have wanted to do, follow your heart and not think so much. well.. so contradicting right? to do or not to do? weigh the consequences den.