heh.. i am actually at work rite now.. taking some time off slacking.. just some updates of wat i am doing now..
so i am working at Starhub now.. it's a boring job.. but gd pay.. quite stressful at times.. and toking to customers will cause mi to vomit blood and hence reduce mi life span.. so it aint a v gd job afterall.. it oso reduce mi brain cells and juices cos i am tokin abt almost the same old things everyday.. i think mi rate of speaking has increased and mi monotonous voice may have unfortunately become more obvious too.. i oso have become more polite.. okie watever linda, u r just tokin crap now..
anw many have told me tt i have been MIA for v long!!! i think so too.. but i realli dun have the time and energy to blog.. not tt it's so difficult.. but by the time i reached home everyday.. it will be v late or i am just plain lazy...
aniwaes.. i feel tt mi life is so routine now.. it is no doubt boring but yet i feel i am using mio hols to the fullest.. given mi current situation so i actually dun mind =)) but... *sigh* i am now working almost 6 days per week (cos i realli need tt money..) and dance every tue and wed nite.. soon it will be mon, tue, wed, thu and sat nite... oh well... but u know wat i think i realli need those dance pracs to lose those pounds!! OMG.. u carn believe i actually gained 4 kg during the past 2 mths.. 4 KG!!!!!! wah liao eh.. those tt i lost during feb/mar all gone to waste le larr.. i am super super sad la.. so next time if u were to see mi.. pls pLs PLSdun tell me i grew fatter or gain weight or comments similar to tt.. i will not be able to take it... i am so fat tt i have lost confidence in myself and in dance.. i have 2 dance performances coming up in aug and sept..!! shit la... haix i am truly depressed rite now.
i am oso truly exhausted.. both mentally and physically.. slogging hard and try to do OT every now and then.. work a lot, rest v little.. i am really afraid tt mi body will not be able to take it.. it felt worse when u r fat and sick.. argh!! the thot of tt makes me feel like shit.. and i onli accompany Max whenever i can.. since we r both busy working.. i think i neglect mi gals in a way.. but oh well most of them r rather busy too.. esp seek, jars and stace.. so jialin is the free one now.. oops =x i oso neglect mi blast frens!! miss them lots lots too.. i realli hope to hang out w them more..
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aniwaes.. Max has his 23rd bdae on 17th of June.. it was not realli well planned.. but i guess we both enjoyed ourselves.. it all started w the room allocation thingy in the morning which got quite screwed up for mi.. but lucky now everything is fine.. on one condition tt is.. but finally.. thank god.. okie and hence the room allo thingy took the whole morning and we finally met at 230pm.. i was waiting for him since 1230pm.. but not his fault cos afterall he just wan to help mi.. =) thanks dear.. meanwhile he was there helping mi.. i was not just slacking at home wor!! i actually went to buy a cake and brought the flowers, cake and card to his house w/o him knowing.. heeheee.. and damn the weather was so hot tt day and i took cab all ard.. lucky everything went quite smoothly in the end.. phew~.. i hoped he realli liked the watch i gave him.. and tt he had enjoyed himself.. oh well he better be!! LOL.
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truefully i do look forward to school in aug.. y? cos i have councellor camp and orientation and i think it will be fun.. supposed to join jasmine in the union camp to be counsellor but i decided tt earn money is more impt.. hence back out last min.. and oso it's our 1 yr together!!! heehee.. so happy and excited.. =D and oso there will be SAJC alumni and NUS blast performances.. and mi best fren jialin is gonna stay in the same hall as mi.. we have not been in the same school since primary sch!! and i think i got quite a gd room location.. i am contented!! yes! so i am indeed looking forward to school!! yay!
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okie and i think i got a bad haircut.. tt i am so regret.. the hairstylist had styled it nice the other time.. but dunno y it just looked screwed up after tt.. and mi fren still say it's ok la.. hair will grow de.. -_-" meaning to imply mi hair v ugly laa.. *sob* but anw i think it is getting better too.. oh well..
alamak... many random thots today.. pardon mi if u find this overwhelming.. LOL.