Linda
Sept 16th 1986
a dancer
a dreamer
an imperfect perfectionist
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jess
Key
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Lin
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do you believe that the rainbow always appear after the rain?
well, cos i dun really think so in the past... maybe i should start believing in them now... =)
i guess i dun have time to worry abt tt already so just gotta face it..
nuff said.. not exactly the way i expect it to be, but it is enough.. though some were left unsaid, but that was enuff..
i wanna feel happy again.. and i am trying now.
This time it is really different.. exact day, different timing, and mixed feelings...
i really cannot comprehend what is happening now.. i just have the sudden urge to go to a beach and shout out freely.. i wanna release those weird feeling i am feeling now.. argh!! i realise each time i am sad or felt that i am not able to control my feelings, i will just blog it down.. but.. at the same time i cant just write anything here.. i could not express exactly how i feel cos this is not a private blog.. i have the urge of creating one but too lazy and no time to do this kind of thing.. but somehow by venting out all the frustrations here is like talking to someone and i will feel better..
i really cant take it anymore.. but at the same time it's not so easy to just let go or come face-to-face with it... i almost wanna breakdown already.. i do think if it is worthwhile to hold on or am i just thinking too much? i think it's both.. despite me being a careless and blur person, i am actually very sensitive to things.. everything. and i dun like the feeling of bottling things up. but sometimes saying out urself isn't gonna really help.. i really hope people do realise.. be more understanding..
... i can so hear the cryings among the loud loud music i am blasting... prolly being busy has its pros and cons.... cos i can forget stuff or neglect stuff... oh pls go *f hell... this blog is getting boring.. cos everything seems so negative i just could not find happy things to say.. i guess i deserve better than this. oh just shut up.
Life's been pretty much the same for me.. very busy.. well as i see this coming.. and i am already used to this kind of hectic life since long time ago.. sometimes i will think to myself is it worth it to be always busy, so much so that i find it difficult to catch up with frens, drinking coffee, chill out or out shopping with my gal frens..
i guess.. it's still worth it ba.. but seriously i do feel guilty for not studying hard enuff, for not spending enuff time for studies.. i can tell you frankly my top priority for now is really not studies.. but each time i go home and see my parents, talking to them, i'll feel determined to work hard for them.. okay for myself too lar.. but again i dun wan my university life to be just about studies.. of cos i will still try to study hard.. but its just not hard enuff.. anyways i dun intend to do Honours degree, my aim is just to get a merit in bachelor degree.. kinda unambitious rite? *sigh* i dun even know wat i really wanna be in future..
i am thinking of venturing into the media industry.. obviously not singing or dancing or acting.. not in the open scene la.. i was actually thinking of becoming a DJ.. haha! cos i love singing but not exactly cut out to be one so can only choose this option to pursue my love for music.. heh.. dancing is my passion too but at the same time not having the bless to be an outstanding dancer, not even close.. den i just wan my last 3 sems be filled with more dance, be more involved in dance.. cos i am pretty sure it will be difficult to keep up once i enter the workforce.. so y not enjoy the passion while i can?
but to be honest i am really getting stressed out and tired.. DP is coming in a months' time and i dun think we are prepared for it.. especially worried abt marketing and canvassing for items as well as the progress of the dance items.. i really wan to see it a success.. at the same time really tired with so many stuff gg on rite now.. dance pracs, dance admin, chingay, schwork and other daily affairs to worry abt.. projects, tests,unread lect notes, readings and assignments piling up, i really dunno how to handle all this.. well, its all part of an university students' life rite? i believe i am not the only one.. *trying hard to console myself*
i am actually looking forward to Chinese new year, most imptly i can take this chance as a break off from all this.. argh~ i dun dread wat i am doing now but i guess i really need a good break to rejuvenate myself. but.. CNY also means another week nearer to DP.. oh gosh... heeeeeelllllllllllllpppppppppppp~!!!
i love my hectic life. yes. totally.