Linda
Sept 16th 1986
a dancer
a dreamer
an imperfect perfectionist
her family
her frens
sunflowers
suntanning
smiling
being random
eLeen
haZeL
jAsmiNe
jAsOn
jess
Key
Laine
Lin
Matt
Ping
Seek
Suleen
Stace
teRence
WeiQi
Wenn
Winn
> say hello to ms busy
> totally sad and sian
> reflections, resolutions
> watched the "Against All Odds" on channel 5 tonite...
> merry xmas!!
> Sad is an understatement. i think i am truly hurt ...
> headache
> it's finally over!! however i do not really feel t...
> Tema Dance first performance
> so random..
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This time it is really different.. exact day, different timing, and mixed feelings...
i really cannot comprehend what is happening now.. i just have the sudden urge to go to a beach and shout out freely.. i wanna release those weird feeling i am feeling now.. argh!! i realise each time i am sad or felt that i am not able to control my feelings, i will just blog it down.. but.. at the same time i cant just write anything here.. i could not express exactly how i feel cos this is not a private blog.. i have the urge of creating one but too lazy and no time to do this kind of thing.. but somehow by venting out all the frustrations here is like talking to someone and i will feel better..
i really cant take it anymore.. but at the same time it's not so easy to just let go or come face-to-face with it... i almost wanna breakdown already.. i do think if it is worthwhile to hold on or am i just thinking too much? i think it's both.. despite me being a careless and blur person, i am actually very sensitive to things.. everything. and i dun like the feeling of bottling things up. but sometimes saying out urself isn't gonna really help.. i really hope people do realise.. be more understanding..
... i can so hear the cryings among the loud loud music i am blasting... prolly being busy has its pros and cons.... cos i can forget stuff or neglect stuff... oh pls go *f hell... this blog is getting boring.. cos everything seems so negative i just could not find happy things to say.. i guess i deserve better than this. oh just shut up.