Linda
Sept 16th 1986
a dancer
a dreamer
an imperfect perfectionist
her family
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sunflowers
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jess
Key
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Lin
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Ping
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Song Title: Beautiful Love
.. amazing, it can catch you off guard as you fall in love without much realization.. at the same time, it can be torturing and confusing.. you hope that everything will turn out well, and wans everything to be fine.. but when something screwed up halfway, you just feel like giving up but yet you will find it difficult to let go.. cos maybe.. somehow you dun wish for this to happen.. you just dun wish to get hurt, and dun wish to hurt..
so what is love? you can have a whole list of qualities and flaws which you hope the one to have and not have.. but.. is it that easy to find someone to fit the bill? i guess not.. i think if i really do bear that kind of thot, i wun be able to get married even by the age of 30.
no one is perfect. but there's definitely someone out there who is perfect for you.. someone who is caring enuff, understanding enuff and sweet enuff for you.. but that does not mean that the person cant have flaws.. cos everyone does.. to encapsulate the flaws of the person you love is as good as loving someone who has, not just the good qualities of your perfect dream, but also flaws or qualities you dislike.. yet.. you cant help it but still fall in love with him.
yes i admit i am a perfectionist.. but not everything has to be perfect.. at least i dun think i am lucky enuff to own the best things in life...
so Love.... can i ask for just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit longer?
i just wanna love you the way you are. =)
pillow says...
what a day!!!
though a day full of activities.. today is a
rather good day!
simple stuff do make its day.. i guess
ultimately it is just a simple one
who is easily contented.. =)
thanks!
so wat do you say, bolster?
sometimes i wonder..
am i really silly or am i just living in self denial?
why do i have the thot that it seems like i am just an option for you, yet you are my priority most of the time. prolly it's due to different perceptions..
if i wanna console myself.. i wud say, "it's okay to be options.. but at least be the best/top option and not just plain alternatives/substitutes."
in fact, wat i want is to be the only option in the category, and not having to share the arena with others. so what if i am the top choice? so what? i need to believe.. and hope that you will be constantly reminded of wats and wat-nots.
i hope it is just another cold night. i dun wan this to be an excuse for me to think.
hmm wat do you think of this new blog skin?? actually i din really like it a lot larr.. but i figured i shud change cos i am really getting sick of the previous one.. and i dunno why... despite so many things to do.. i decided to change blogskin at this unearthly hour when i shud be either sleeping or at least do some research for my project.. argh~ you know sometimes you just feel the urge to do stuff? yup that's it.
i am happy that eventually Max and neighbours get to stay in temasek hall next sem.. i was really quite sad and sian when the chances of him moving to Sheares is high.. and i cried cos of this.. how silly i am! i guess if they really leave temasek.. next year ihg ours guys sure "chui'! lucky they din.. =)
anyway this blog template is not exactly complete yet.. guess i will make some amendments when i have some free time soon.. i have lotsa pics to put up too.. but seriously there were too many such that just thinking of that makes me really lazy to post them up.. haha..
wah and i am so so SO hungry now!!! but i wanna catch some sleep now too.. argh~ women are so indecisive and fickle-minded that sometimes i cant stand myself too.. well that's so random.. ha!
sheesh.. i just accidentally deleted a long entry i just wrote!!! argh~ this sucks.
anyway i was saying that i thot i am more free now that dance productions are over.. until i recalled i still have dance uncensored and combine concert, worst still i need to choreo 2 dances and can them teached by next fri latest. oh gosh.. this is very worrying.. and this aside there are still dance admin that is very worrying, thou i am not the one doing it (i wanna help but dunno how to). i ever wanted to organise clubbing and sentosa outings and a good group dinner with my fellow dancers but all these have to be done after all these pressing issues are over.. sigh* all because of *f up club momo.. i guess like chows, i am getting sick of stuff now.. it's nt helping much when i actually flunk in one f my mid term tests and the other two i got wayyy below average.. which is very bad and demoralising.. i know i can do better if i did study but this sucks big time too.
i really need time to catch up on my studies and i dunno why.. suddenly i feel very sian for dancing.. but i gues sit will be back in no time la.. just that talking about dance production, i'll feeel v sian.. not cos of the dancers or dances, in fact they got good reviews despite being short.. but cos of non-dance related stuff..
it's times like this i really feel like quitting.. =(