omg.. time flies so fast!!! seriously.. it's like the last day of year 2007 today. *okay now i am slowly thinking back the past year....*
hmm to tell u the truth i din think it's a good year. i'll tell u why later. well, i have to admit there are many good moments but there are some really bad ones too. so weighing the goods and bads, i wud say it's a.. hmmm... balance la. eh den again perhaps a little on the bad side. many many to reflect upon, ponder on, only to realise in the end that that's life. if there isn't bad things, one will never realise the goodness of happy times and will never learn to appreciate. i realise a lot of things.. about people, about myself and especially others.. but it's good that i've survived all tough times! as there's a saying, times will heal all wounds. Time proves everything too. well i am just glad that at this very moment, i am feeling content. but content doesnt necessarily meant that i am happy. maybe i am now, but i dun have to be always happy to feel content. erps, i dunno whether you knoe what i mean. but yea. i am feeling content now. Less is more, you see. Expect less and you'll get more. :)
oh yea, things which makes me think it's not a good year. (in no particular order, i just typed whatever comes to my mind.) here goes..
1) my results for past two sems sucks. okay maybe they are not that bad, but it wasn't good too.
2) some bad happenings in my family in which one actually causes some strain within particular members, but it's better now dun worry.
3) i feel sad and disappointed about my past relationship. nuff said.
4) i realise true friends are hard to find, and they just have to fail me when i thot i've found them.
5) i constantly feel that i am poor. (yes, as usual)
6) i am gg to graduate, and i dun have any idea what i can really work as after i grad in Jun 2008. (alrites this point do not exactly fit here but i cant figure where it shud be alr!)
7) my sister's got diagnose with some liver health problem and it really hurts. lucky the condition has improved and turned for the better.
8) i cried ALOT this year.
some regrets in year 2007.
1) i din really have a fanciful or great 21st party. (keyword: party, see below too)
2) i did not save enuff, and too much a spendthrift.
3) i did not work harder for my CA.
4) i wud have felt better if i had handled my love life better.
5) i did not control my eating habits well.
6) not going to studiowu and felt that my dancing could have improve more.
alrites and to make myself feel better, prob i shud list down why this year is good to me at times. haa.
1) i attended my sister's wedding
2) i found you. :) <3>
3) i did celebrated my 21st with my family, hallies, bimbos and BBC and it was quite fun. (despite me being a little sad that i din had a 21st party.)
4) my CNY had been good.
5) i got myself quite a few gadgets and it proves that my money were well invested!
6) i realised the importance of cherishing what i have. (people and things)
7) i worked in the hols and earned moolahs for myself!
8) xmas was great!
9) i joined dance ensemble and i'm glad i did not quit after the dreadful camp!
10) i managed to stay with my temadance gals in a2..
11) i feel that i am closer to my siblings now. :)
12) Joining funkamania with my gals in blast! and its good that we can compete together again! and this could highly be one of the last dance competitions.. sadly.. i hope i can still join more dance competitions next time thou!
ehh.. maybe still got a few more la.. but now kinda late le so cant think!! yups yups. gotta wake up early tmr.. zzz what a start to year 2008. funka practices almost everyday and TH dance production and IHG trgs. how abt i just love to be busy. i am serious! i like to be occupied with stuff but at the same time not suffocating on me la. i think some of you mite understand what i mean. haha..
aights. shall end here la. i should go get some beauty sleep alr. last but not least...
HAPPY 2008 and hope all of you will enjoy your last day of 2007 and the coming new year!!
loves loves loves to my beloved ones! you knoe who you are.. :)
XOXO
Linda
1) code:edge rocks my socks. i'm glad i did attend at the very last minute. best competition ive watched so far. gigi torres, patrick chen, lee daniel are just fantastic. :)
2) dance ensemble camp is super shag, not exactly enjoyable but im really glad i've survived! and i realised i have so much to learn, in terms of technique and showmanship.
3) funkamania is getting me excited and i really gotta buck up!
4) am playing games so much that i am starting to panic for not doing other pressing stuff at hand.. for instance choreography for th dance productions and this is bad. :(
5) i have a love and hate kinda feeling for the month of dec. love cos of xmas and new yr, gatherings and parties and meant that there'll be no schwork. but hate cos holidays equate to gifts exchange, and equate to money and lastly equate to I AM SO BROKE.
6) i have damn a lot of photos in my camera and i haven upload them, not to mention update them on blog. okay i am just super uber lazy. urgh.
7) i am kinda looking forward to my xmas and new yr gathering w my love ones. :) :)
8) i am starting to worry abt my dance piece for thdp. erps...
9) i am thinking a lot these days. too many things bothering me and it's bogging me down. :(
10) i am thankful to have you, my dear. :) thanks for being with me especially during this period of ups and downs. but pls dun always bully me and treat me nicer hokays? hah.
random random.. alrite. will have more posts before 2007 ends.
loves.
so disappointed.. but i should have known better.
sigh.. i really should not have.. :(