.. are so precious that they are like stars that shine brightly in the clear sky at nite..
if you find good ones, they will still shine brightly even during dark cloudy nites..
of cos some usually disappears during such nites, and you'll only find some which are hanging there, sparkling and shining brightly, maybe not so bright, but you knoe they are there..
i realise it is not easy. not easy to find true, close frens.. well, it is always to make new frens and have fun with them, enjoying one another's company. but frens who will always be there for you in times of sorrows? not an easy task. True frens are not those whom you think are fun to hang out with or those when you are happiest with them around. rather, they should be around with you in both happy and sad moments.
i always thought i have many best frens and that if we are close, we should be considered best frens. but i guess i am wrong. and i finally know how to differentiate one from being good fren and best fren.
no wonder pple always say it is easy to find good frens but difficult to find best, close frens. i am happy to have a few already.
it is not easy to maintain a frenship. it takes time and effort to do so. i always feel sorry for neglecting my frens due to committments like school and dance and whatnots. this dp made me realised i really neglect some, but it's really not much of a choice on my part. it has been a very straining period for me too.. studies and dance (a lot of them) are not helping. i definitely did not change, but i am sure some others did. sadly. but i am confident i will get it back. soon. i believe they are waiting for me too. :) i believe true frens dun really need to see each other everyday and can still be best of frens.
but still.... dun take pple for granted! pple are nice becos they r nice.. so dun think it is okay all the time. and maybe sometimes we should think that situations are like this cos of own fault, and not push the blame to others. reflections.. reflections...
alrite i should stop being so emo..!
gotta go for evocation dance practices. argh. sometimes i really dread going. but i must not give up halfway. if i do, i will never learn.
dance production photos and entry up soon. :)