sigh.. i am just not good at handling stuff.. and i am very sorry for that.
sometimes i wonder, do i put my happiness on others' misery? cos that would be the last thing that i would want to do, especially to my loved ones.
Human nature tells me people are selfish, and they try to make the situation appear as it is in your favour. yea.. somehow.
these days i should really reflect on myself. i know i am giving mysef too many excuses, so many that i cannot and have already run out of excuses for myself. probably some are true but no matter... it's already causing some hurt and disappointments and crappy feeling somewhere. i can feel it too. i can feel the pain too.
everyone are so stressed out due to exams. mood swings, attitudes, unwanted misery..
it's baddd.. how to stay focus?