4 days to a brand new year.. i hope everything will begin on a brand new start smoothly.. This past year had been a roller coaster for mi.. upS and dOwns.. happy and sad.. i have been thru extremes of both sides - the great and the worst - ... be it financially and emotionally..
despite me not having financial woes at the beginning of the year, i dun think i realli was very happy.. even thou i can have almost anything knowing that i still have mi next pay.. second half of the year was realli a zoom! phew~ it passes very very fast.. many things happened.. and mi view points abt many things changes.. i dunno if it's good or bad.. but yea.. i carn say that i became a changed person but well i am still the person pple used to noe mi.. just that i have a slightly different way of dealing with things and the way i think.. thou i am constantly worrying abt mi financial abilities.. i felt i realli enjoyed myself and much a happier person.. guess the vibrant hall life realli make mi experience a lot.. fun and free.. but dun worry i din take advantage of this freedom.. i'm not that wild..
i am those kind that i spend wat ever i have.. so even thou u mite see mi buying a lot of stuff.. it does not meant i realli had that kind of money.. rather, each time i buy stuff.. it means i am much much more poorer.. cos all mi allowances must have gone into it.. haa okie i dun intend to make myself sound pathetic here.. mi point here is.. you dun have to have lotsa money to keep urself happy.. but it's how u appreciate things, being contented with wat u have and wat you enjoy the most.. for mi, it's realli the company of frenz and doing stuff that i like.. =)
true enuff, i am gg thru depression now.. i guess i have too many things to worry abt.. and when this happens.. little things realli get on mi nerves and minor things can make mi tear.. it could be the slightest thing and i can just blow up.. so i hope you pple.. - all mi frenz and loved ones - .. can understand and try to bear with mi..
P.S. : advance happy new year to everyone.. let's keep on dancing to the music of life! *winks*